you ever lose a moment? a minute? perhaps even a second? have you ever lost and missed an entire month? a month worth saving? a month worth documenting?

I've lost that time. the one time i felt at ease: with me, my friends, alone. i miss them. alana, colleen, melissa, and me...a year ago today. we were the most perfect beings in the history of existence.

and it's gone. and i wonder: will we ever get it back...or must we continue growing, moving forward, forgetting our past in the hopes of some great future all of us are unsure of? whatever it is...it was there. we were there. and we were whole. is it possible to be there again?