Sunday, November 25, 2007

the difference between a little and a lot.

there's something oddly satisfying about lounging around in your underwear. especially when it's something you keep hidden to yourself. there's no pretentions, no need to hide belly rolls and cellulite...you are perfect exactly as you are, in your underwear, typing thoughts to the endless medium of the web.

just a thought.

change of subject.

thinking of re-applying to USC. everyone's friendlier on the west coast. i like sunshine and surfers.

quick stop, change of heart...


or perhaps i'll like melbourne, aus so much i'll just stay there. it seems feasible. i like that idea. again...sunshine and surfers. and since many close friends will probably be accompanying me on the long journey to the sunburnt country, perhaps they will want to stay too. or, better yet, perhaps they will want to obey every nomadic urge i have thereafter with me! that sounds fantastic.

existential crisis.

i used to want to be famous. to matter. to write important things. to change somebody's life. to inspire. now, i'm more interested in relaxation techniques.


alright...boyfriend wanting attention in between making his advanced art gallery models...shall go give him some.

lots of love,
Leni

1 comment:

Kelly said...

you matter to me lovely lady!!! i miss you lots... i think you should go to grad school at USC, then you'd be close to me! i'm moving in january!!!!


xoxo.