clap clap shuffle shuffle twirl....

there are some songs that just allow you to dance through to your fingertips. i'm listening to one right now. and i just want to smile and be lost in between chords. because when you're caught there, it feels like you'll never leave. like those friends never left. those lovers never broke you.

like that time we all sang into the emptiness of the night. and i was sober, but nobody noticed because i nursed one glass of wine for a few hours. and they sang, sang, sang.

they probably don't remember it. it probably doesn't mean anything to anyone but me. because i'm too sensitive for my own good that even a burst of wind makes me believe in God again.

so a song, with all its multitudes, will inevitably become a pool of memories. and i just fish through them, like that children's game with the magnets, always just barely aligning the connection before they fall away.

...that was intended to sound deep, but wasn't.

it never is when i try.

god. being deep is too difficult.

all i know is i love rogue wave. and the sounds of k words in my mouth after eating some chocolate.